anon0938

Im one of the guys that are pushing company to be more cloud friendly. The finance technology is rather behind what is more common today, so we are still behind on a lot of the newer "DevOps" stuff so to say.

But yes I do really enjoy the higer level ideas/work that Im doing, of course that entails a lot of "people" and collaboration work but Im really enjoying it.

One of my worries as a pentester is that I will go from more of an architecture/sysadmin role to an individual who just deliveres reports to some developer or project leader. I feel like the work I would do will give a lesser impact that the work Im doing now. (If that makes any sense)

Thanks for the lengthy feedback, om wondering "invest it in cashflow-producing assets so you have an additional stream of income" I`m allready starting to do this by investing in various stocks and index funds. But maybe this isn't what you had in mind?

Regarding insecure, I would say that is mostly because the more I learn, the more I know that I dont know. And I dont like not knowing something, so i guess that is what bothers me. And when it comes to pentesting i guess that feeling will just get worse. I will pick up on the idea of keeping a journal tho, if it helps id gladly write in it.

How did you start contracting? What skills are you "selling"?

Im just wondering, do anyone else of you not dream? Like i literally cant remember when i last dreamt, whenever i wake up i just wake up.

Its like i skipped 6-7hours ahead during the night.