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Daily meditation and gym.

I have realized changes take way more time that I ever thought it would. That being said, before long, you are different and a little proud of your better new self.

I just did this today. Thanks

Yeah, but lately it has been easier for me to find remote work without degree at all and non-us (way less chances) earning a f lot, than to develop a life worth living. That's why I think I am trying to just find a meaningful work. Because thought work hasn't been easy, I am in a very good position can't complain, but my life sucks. It's just plain boring.

Of course not. I wish I was. It my personal life that it is lacking meaning. No real friendships, I work remotely, I barely talk with people in months.

That being said, I strongly believe a meaningful work supplant this somehow. Yeah, maybe I am too pretentious or just trying to cover the sun with two fingers.

but I don't find it valuable for myself. At all. I feel completely empty.

Thank you. Yeah, I am quite burned out.

I have been listening to him for years. Thanks for reminding him :) <3

I'm 25 and it hard as f*.

I can’t emphasize this more. The first show I watched without subtitles (CC) was Dr House. I watched 6 seasons and it was painful as hell but after watching 100s of episodes it starts becoming easier.

Also, I would write every single word I did not understand and google it.

A dead post recommended me "Start lifting weights". Sorry, I can't. I have osteo-arthirtis which doesn't let me lift.

I can and love running though. It is not that I don't want to, but when feeling this terrible, I can't move from bed.

Start meditating. Join a sangha. In SF I would love to join SFZC.