TsukiZombina

That's Modern CV

Not in my country

It sounds like you are not even trying, really trying. Obviously, you are going to feel guilty and anxious if you don't make any progress, so make at least a little progress, even if it's not the technical part or reading papers to get ideas, instead you taked 1-month vacation. If you hated it, just quit.

Isn't history enough for you? I categorize just some interesting videos, but I know I can go back and look up for any video I have watched before.

I can relate, I just post everything I find interesting on social media just for me, I know no one else that follows me will be interested.

Lucky you it started until 40s, also I don't think you're old to accomplish your desires. Look for professional help and do actively something to change what you want in your life.

"Discovered 0 Twitter users on Mastodon" :'(

Just a few likes, but it happened the same to me, It was important for me, though.

Feb 2020

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