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ground hog day / kill yourself. literally, kill yourself, but do it FOR something. what would you kill yourself to achieve?
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This is probably dangerous advice. When I was deep into the downward spiral, I had decided that I wouldn't commit suicide until no one needed me for anything, so I began to make plans to make all of my friends/family rich (start a software company, use the money to help them start their own dream companies, put all my personal money into retirement savings for everyone else) because they were all I had. (No relationships ever during my life, and at my age it's unlikely that will ever change.)
When I went to execute on step 1 of this plan, life beat me down harder and I decided to stick where I was not add more stress to the situation, which made me feel useless and worthless.
My point being, telling people who were once suicidal to kill themselves is probably not a good idea, even if it's for the shock and awe factor.
When I went to execute on step 1 of this plan, life beat me down harder and I decided to stick where I was not add more stress to the situation, which made me feel useless and worthless.
My point being, telling people who were once suicidal to kill themselves is probably not a good idea, even if it's for the shock and awe factor.