1. This is a weird place to post this, Reddit has several subs with a user base much better equipped to handle this.
2. You're having weird feelings because you're grieving.
3. You have a strange perception of the women in your family, as if they are helpless and need looking after.
3.1 That's a lot of pressure to put on yourself, they will be okay, you are not expected to be a white knight riding in to fix everything and support anyone.
3.2 I Guarantee they are not so helpless, 2/3rd of them raised you and have already been supporting your family and your dad.
2. You're having weird feelings because you're grieving.
3. You have a strange perception of the women in your family, as if they are helpless and need looking after.
3.1 That's a lot of pressure to put on yourself, they will be okay, you are not expected to be a white knight riding in to fix everything and support anyone.
3.2 I Guarantee they are not so helpless, 2/3rd of them raised you and have already been supporting your family and your dad.
Sorry for your loss.