SEA is not helping you but letting you down. You only go to SEA when you are making Western World money online or remotely and living there. Move back to your country. See what kind of assistance they are offering you to get back on your feet. Find a local job.
Other advice: Don't get married. Don't ruin your health and be careful especially now. Share a rental. Don't travel back to SEA.
Other advice: Don't get married. Don't ruin your health and be careful especially now. Share a rental. Don't travel back to SEA.