nashashmi
Joined 13 years ago
Joined 13 years ago
There is either going to be a layoff, a price increase, or I don't know.
I have seen others who took it and something changed in them. I have taken other psych medications for stuff other than ADHD. And I saw myself change. It made me less vulnerable and more protective. I sought stable situations rather than be open to new experiences.
The special care and privilege is how people back off and lay low around you. They don’t expose you to the full line of emotions they are feeling. They give you more time to come around. They give you less stress. It is the external awareness that has the benefits.
When you are protected from stressful situations, or you are deafened to excitement, you are like in a state of peace and preservation. Never growing. Just calm. Never encountering problems. Never finding solutions. Never developing. Medication gets you there, not fully but just enough that you learn and develop slowly.
But I also resist these ideas that I should be on medication. I know it dulls responses because I have seen people change. They become less exciting. And more robotic. And their adhd lasts longer unevolving. Think of it like the hulk who never had a chance to grow until he was on a different planet and remained hulk entirely.
But come again, I have excess anxiety and that is getting in the way of how I do things. And work only happens when in crisis mode. Or rather I should describe it as the stress of not doing a task overcomes the anxiety of doing the work wrong.
The reality is I need all of those emotional responses even though they come in the way. And I also need a healthier mind so that when anxiety (aka a brick wall) starts building up, I have mental tools on how to address it.
The privileges and extra care I mentioned are the responses other people give to your ADHD by backing off from putting you under pressure. Or demanding stuff in excessive form. Or the passes they give you for the stupid stuff you do. I didn’t get anything like this amd sometimes I wished I had. My mind would have been less traumatized and I would have had a greater ability to learn healthier responses.
I am so glad it works for you. I hope that one day you can have healthier responses to the anxiety you face. I hope we become stronger and less dependent on privilege and passes.
AI companies, LLM makers, AI solution providers, and AI users should be inexcusably responsible for any and all harms caused by their misaligned automations across the chain. This alone will encourage self regulation and fix a broken industry that has too long prospered on fail fast and break things to be more considerate of their actions.
The second form of regulation should be on excessive energy consumption. The US Department of Energy needs to declare energy to be a vital human resource, and exorbitant uses for computing to be curtailed. Bidding on energy prices should be restricted to the excess markets where free market dictates price. And supply will reduce availability.
Long term, this will put the right kind of pressures and halting of demand. It will slow down investment in infrastructure and increase investment in research and development. It will prioritize efficient AI uses over low quality trial and error.
People on ADHD medicine are also going through mental health treatments and get special care and privileges in society. At the same time, the effects of ADHD medication numb their responses and emotions to what seems outwardly stable and normal but deep inside it is an inhibitor of development.
So excuse me for saying so, but I don’t buy into the conclusions of this study at all.
Better yet, allow for a dock on the extended screen, that lists all apps that have feature support for another monitor. The dock will have an app to duplicate screen 1. However, Control of this dock will have to be done via mouse / trackpad, because touch is not available on second screen..
My biggest pet peeve with Apple using USB-C is this very incompatibility. It made super duper sense to allow docking station capabilities. It would have been well within the capability of the CPU and GPU. And it would have been a killer feature. Possibly even killing the need for macbooks, but definitely killing the idea of laptops.
I think the efforts on cutting edge works has been reduced and redirected to more market-dominating trends like LLM optimizations. This is a bet. Cut off the finger for a stronger arm. And I think this bet will fail. But I thought the same about this new Gemini after Bard, and boy I was wrong.