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Joined 13 years ago
Joined 13 years ago
"From predator-prey models (the so-called Lotka-Volterra type of population dynamics), I knew that populations experience [potentially high] variability, hence predators will necessarily go through periods of feast and famine. That's us, humans--we had to have been designed to experience extreme hunger and extreme abundance.
... So where on earth does this idea of "steady" exercise come from? Nobody in the Pleistocene jogged for forty-two minutes three days a week, lifted weights every Teusday and Friday, etc... Not hunters. We swung between extremes: we sprinted when chased or when chasing (once in a while in an extremely exerting way), and walked about aimlessly the rest of the time."
That's what he thinks anyway. We are complex, yo.
I'm a student, and I had a burnout a couple months ago. Thankfully, I was able to learn important things about myself, namely certain limits of mine (and I was studying limits at the time for calc class). I was far behind and yet I was struggling everyday to grasp the material. I ended up having to drop two out of three classes and managed to save the one I didn't drop.
I had been ignoring other parts of my life, like social interaction, and with my thoughts always running I eventually developed delusions(I have mental disabilities also). Since then I've put away social media and have been making time to go outside and around people to try to make connections, as well as yard work (can be therapeutic).
Now I see imbalances in my life more clearly than before. So, like a problem solver, I'll see what I can do about it. :)
The discussion of when and where for either case is a topic in and of itself.
Yeah, I want to be successful and make "fuck you" money; but that's not the only reason I study hard.
Pleb power.
In the past I couldn't even have games installed on my computer for fear of getting sucked in for hours on end. Now I don't have to worry, I can be productive and still enjoy games at the end of the day.
Highly recommended for people that work from their personal computers.
- Removed myself from things that enable procrastination; I installed software (Coldturkey) that blocks websites and programs on my computer(games), and I won't be able to change the configuration of Coldturkey for another couple weeks.
- I have a calendar next to my work area, I get a red X on days that I do a reasonable amount of work; I got this from Jerry Seinfeld's method of getting better at something, "Don't break the chain!" of red X's.
- I often ask myself "what sort of person do you want to be? Do you want to be remembered as someone that did a half-assed job most of the time? Or do you want to be remembered as someone that killed it any chance he got?"; that sometimes gives me a little push to get stuff done.
- I am always behind in my mind.
- I've been working on making a habit of following through to the end anything that I am tasked with; I have unfinished stuff but there is less than there used to be.
This is just what I've come up with for myself. It's just come down to not trusting myself, so I try to make it so I don't have to.
I just tell myself that there's not much point in worrying about something you have little to no control over. I know for a fact that my shit is out there now, and I hope I don't get screwed over, but what is there even to do?
What-the-fuck-ever.
Edit: for those affected, here's something: https://www.opm.gov/news/releases/2015/09/opm-dod-announce-i...
I don't think it will be much longer until I actually make the switch.
I'm not sure where to go from here.
FIND BALANCE!
I was stationed there for some years and when we were in port the Japanese workers on the base would all line up outside their offices, sometimes turn on a little workout music, and one or two would lead in stretching and movement exercises.
I'm sure they saw all the sailors looking and some laughing, but I think the joke was on us, ha!
Like you, I'm better off without it. But I do miss it.
It's hard for me to have access to it and not smoke it, both my parents were addicts so I'm supposedly predisposed to addictive behavior. I would smoke all day, every day, even when I didn't feel like it.
I'm a little turned off by it now since I found it was having negative effects on my life, but I'm sure that is because I was simply smoking way too much.
Anyways, don't smoke too much.