You are not the first human to become addicted, nor will be the only one. There are people out there that have been in a worse situation than you and that have gone out of addictions.
You should find those people, meet them and get out of drinking. Over years you made a path that you have to undo. This will take years, like it took you to create it.
Your wife and kids did the right thing: to stop supporting your addiction. It is time for you to take steps.
I have studied a lot of psychology but I can't help you because it would be like trying to explain quantum physics before learning basic math. But there is people out there that really know what steps you could take for getting out and doing great things with your life.
You are not the first human to become addicted, nor will be the only one. There are people out there that have been in a worse situation than you and that have gone out of addictions.
You should find those people, meet them and get out of drinking. Over years you made a path that you have to undo. This will take years, like it took you to create it.
Your wife and kids did the right thing: to stop supporting your addiction. It is time for you to take steps.
I have studied a lot of psychology but I can't help you because it would be like trying to explain quantum physics before learning basic math. But there is people out there that really know what steps you could take for getting out and doing great things with your life.