Thank you for sharing this, I am in a similar situation and often think this, however always fall back to the "I'm just being lazy train of thought".
I didn't actually make it through the exams that would allow me to study Computer Science, after studying hard I just couldn't concentrate when it came to the exam, I had plenty of time and knew it was important however couldn't focus. (I was like this throughout most of my education, good in class - failed the exams)
Perhaps this is just more excuses in a modern world full of distractions, either way I think I'll seek some professional advice.
I didn't actually make it through the exams that would allow me to study Computer Science, after studying hard I just couldn't concentrate when it came to the exam, I had plenty of time and knew it was important however couldn't focus. (I was like this throughout most of my education, good in class - failed the exams)
Perhaps this is just more excuses in a modern world full of distractions, either way I think I'll seek some professional advice.