You're paranoid in the wide sense of the word (the one that is plural and overlaps with many other diagnoses). I can tell from the first and last sentence of your post. The last paragraph is definitively a mark of paranoia in the modern meaning of the word. Investigating your own mental health issues through the prism of brain chemistry corresponds to the interpretive aspects that used to be associated with paranoia in the nosographies of yore.
> the symptoms, that I have explained in details and that they keep minimizing somehow
It builds up as a typical "endless blah-blah-blah" that is characterized by distortion of judgment in a way that detaches yourself from yourself and prevents you to even start therapy precisely because your theory is already an attempt at explaining the origin of your issues. It's particularly clear in your case, and the distortion of judgment I mention doesn't concern the validity of your thesis. No, as always in paranoia what's at stake is not the construction you come up with but your ability to connect on the relational plane, starting with yourself. And that's how you end up visiting many shrinks, failing to perceive you're seeking validation for your own self-theory rather than dealing with your issues without afterthoughts (a statement that is particularly cruel coming from my mouth and that I can only soften by saying that I've been there and have done that). Interpretation <-> relationships: first sentence in your post, another instance of this pattern
> Not the one that lets you ask this kind of question, apparently.
This is projection I guess, but please understand that it was warranted since you said
> From experience, all mental illnesses are related and stem from change in the activation of the dopaminergic circuitry
This sounds a bit like bullshit. It doesn't mean that what you articulate is necessarily wrong, but we can tell there is a desire to have authoritative weight in you, which explains why you look for validation rather than therapy (it's the essence of (y)our issue). It's okay. Look at my own post. It's pure projection on my part too. Paranoid, yes.
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=sPD14yRoB5E
> the symptoms, that I have explained in details and that they keep minimizing somehow
It builds up as a typical "endless blah-blah-blah" that is characterized by distortion of judgment in a way that detaches yourself from yourself and prevents you to even start therapy precisely because your theory is already an attempt at explaining the origin of your issues. It's particularly clear in your case, and the distortion of judgment I mention doesn't concern the validity of your thesis. No, as always in paranoia what's at stake is not the construction you come up with but your ability to connect on the relational plane, starting with yourself. And that's how you end up visiting many shrinks, failing to perceive you're seeking validation for your own self-theory rather than dealing with your issues without afterthoughts (a statement that is particularly cruel coming from my mouth and that I can only soften by saying that I've been there and have done that). Interpretation <-> relationships: first sentence in your post, another instance of this pattern
> Not the one that lets you ask this kind of question, apparently.
This is projection I guess, but please understand that it was warranted since you said
> From experience, all mental illnesses are related and stem from change in the activation of the dopaminergic circuitry
This sounds a bit like bullshit. It doesn't mean that what you articulate is necessarily wrong, but we can tell there is a desire to have authoritative weight in you, which explains why you look for validation rather than therapy (it's the essence of (y)our issue). It's okay. Look at my own post. It's pure projection on my part too. Paranoid, yes.
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=sPD14yRoB5E