Comment by GunjanWalecha

1. Learn to love yourself. I know it sound eye rolls but hear me out! You are trying too hard. You don't need to read books to get friends and you're neither ugly nor dumb - the friendships don't care about any of it. Your genuineness shows in every action, look and gesture so look within. You might need to get therapy and that's okay too. Don't put so much pressure on yourself, you are fine just the way you are. Once you have learned to love yourself / look within you will be able to be by yourself without feeling lonely and just like that you'll attract the right kind of people towards you. I hope it helps and I hope you feel better soon!