Comment by android521

first, you don't need to reward or payback your parent. You don't need to feel guilty for the love and support of your parent. second, it is never too late. you already had a time machine. your future 70 year old self transported you back so that you had awareness and wrote this post but you can't remember that you're from the future. But you do know that you can make a difference starting now. Don't aim for big changes. You will mostly disappoint and give up. Aim for small daily improvements. Procratinate a little bit less (just a little will do) . Learn a bit more (just a bit more is enough) every day.Time will be your friend and you will be a different person a year from now.