This reminds me of my teenage years, when I was considering going into aerospace engineering to work on military aircraft. But I was immensely conflicted between the feelings of "This is where all the coolest tech is" and "I would be building murdering machines".
The pacifist side won and decades later I feel good about the decision. I managed to find other work that stimulated my curiosity without having to be part of immense suffering.
The pacifist side won and decades later I feel good about the decision. I managed to find other work that stimulated my curiosity without having to be part of immense suffering.