Ask HN: A hiring newsletter posted a while ago

I signed up for a newsletter that I thought was actually useful. The problem is, I used a disposable email, something outside of my control happened to the account, and I don't have any of the emails anymore. It was a higher end list, I think the person developing the list was Henley Wing or something like that? I feel awful I didn't keep any of the newsletters, and now I kinda need it. If any of this sounds familiar, please let me know.