Ask HN: How do you manage this feeling? I was expecting more than this."

I am a software engineer and have friends at Google and others in Zurich or Silicon Valley. I know I'm not at their level, but I find myself at a large consulting firm that I hate every moment of. The only offer I've received is from another consulting firm, much smaller, with about 50 people. When I started university and put in all the effort over these years, I expected to be in a high-quality place. Instead, I now find myself deciding between an unknown company and a famous one that is toxic to the core, while many of my colleagues are at the top of the world. Have you ever dealt with these emotions? How do you manage them?