Your writing is yet another confirmation for my tentative (yet ca. 20 years old) life phylosophy about that we should seek balance in everything (means: most of things, because the other one is about no absolutes) and the extremes are the devil. Extreme happyness and goodness too. That's actually a blatant - or clulessly idiotic - lie, not good or happy.
Ironically your writing about having less positivity made me feel affirming and good. Sounds like my kind of thinking.
Ironically your writing about having less positivity made me feel affirming and good. Sounds like my kind of thinking.