You get older, you get more tired(?), serene(?), you can see the progress towards death as a natural process in your own life.
Also you're around more death. I was with my mother when she died. I can't say it was a pleasant process, but it was very natural. She accepted hospice, and seemed to be at peace with death. The last few months with her a lot of positive memories were made that will stick with me.
I don't _want_ to die, but its clearly something I can feel will naturally come and should plan for.
You get older, you get more tired(?), serene(?), you can see the progress towards death as a natural process in your own life.
Also you're around more death. I was with my mother when she died. I can't say it was a pleasant process, but it was very natural. She accepted hospice, and seemed to be at peace with death. The last few months with her a lot of positive memories were made that will stick with me.
I don't _want_ to die, but its clearly something I can feel will naturally come and should plan for.