it really sucks. If I had known I'd lose my jobs the way I did each time, I would never have applied to begin with. it was really traumatic each time, and very sudden. it PTSD'd me, not that I have any shortage of that. But just the way everyone gets when you go from "everyone knows you and respects you and likes you" and suddenly it's ... uhh ohh. everyone being quiet. is this... again?
yes. yes it was. and I just can't do that anymore. that isn't living, it's dying.
yes. yes it was. and I just can't do that anymore. that isn't living, it's dying.