Related to the psychological vs. physiological discussion: I can say with confidence that the first time I did ecstasy changed how I look at the world. We went for a walk barefoot on warm pavement and it was the most wonderful thing I ever felt. I realized on a visceral level that so much of our personal happiness is based on how we look at things, not what happens to us.
I don't know if I got any chemical benefit from subsequent use, other than fun (with the consistently worsening serotonin crash afterwards). But just being able to step outside my usual angsty 19-year-old brain for a few hours had a profound effect.
I don't know if I got any chemical benefit from subsequent use, other than fun (with the consistently worsening serotonin crash afterwards). But just being able to step outside my usual angsty 19-year-old brain for a few hours had a profound effect.