Then the bad decisions from management started and I started to love my job less, I still woke up with some excitement.
2 and a half years later: today what I do has more to do with pressure and deadlines than with learning and/or doing the right thing.
Today, I find it unsustainable to work 8 hours a day, I've come to hate what I do, I can't imagine looking for another job doing the same thing.
Sunday nights are getting harder and harder to bear. Anxiety and despair blind me to the point of believing that I won't be able to do anything else in my life. I think I need some urgent help.
Edit: I'm in my mid 30s - already had a carreer switch
Then the bad decisions from management started and I started to love my job less, I still woke up with some excitement.
2 and a half years later: today what I do has more to do with pressure and deadlines than with learning and/or doing the right thing.
Today, I find it unsustainable to work 8 hours a day, I've come to hate what I do, I can't imagine looking for another job doing the same thing.
Sunday nights are getting harder and harder to bear. Anxiety and despair blind me to the point of believing that I won't be able to do anything else in my life. I think I need some urgent help.
Edit: I'm in my mid 30s - already had a carreer switch