Sounds like there's an ego issue here. Not ego as in "I'm so great, look at me" but ego as a self identity that wasn't there before.
You're writing through a filter now (a personality you've constructed) whereas before you were writing in a selfless zen state.
So relax. Stop thinking so much and start training your mind through meditation. Read the teachings of Buddha. You will be alright. In fact, you'll be better than alright. This is just a bump in the road.
You're writing through a filter now (a personality you've constructed) whereas before you were writing in a selfless zen state.
So relax. Stop thinking so much and start training your mind through meditation. Read the teachings of Buddha. You will be alright. In fact, you'll be better than alright. This is just a bump in the road.