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This is a lot of words just to say you're a nihilist.

Further you're trying to disguise a chicken-and-egg paradox as some deep insight.

> if we can function from a state of feeling content as we live each day .. then what we do during the lifespan given to us matters little

Why do you think people desire meaning in the first place?

"Nothing matters, just be content" is a poor substitute for the things you call a futile endeavor.