You keep on posting here man, all with different versions of the same question "How can I become better?" without doing much follow up or immediate change/improvement. You're in a state of analysis paralysis.
At the end of the day you have to suck it up and do it yourself. No answer will ever be satisfactory without effort put into it.
At the end of the day you have to suck it up and do it yourself. No answer will ever be satisfactory without effort put into it.