I asked a psychiatrist friend of mine what they do when someone shows up depressed for reasons that are totally reasonable. She said they try to use drugs and therapy to generate some minor delusions that would help the person feel better in their environment.
Maybe OP is just having the reasonable response to corporate work and the rest of us are deluded.
But yeah, talking to therapists is like a cheat code OP. You'll feel better. But you might just be having a totally rational experience.
Edit: since this seems to be the wrong place to have this conversation (my mistake), I'd like to emphasize that my point is that you should seek therapy as it was suggested OP, but also to commiserate that offices are often horrible experiences.
Maybe OP is just having the reasonable response to corporate work and the rest of us are deluded.
But yeah, talking to therapists is like a cheat code OP. You'll feel better. But you might just be having a totally rational experience.
Edit: since this seems to be the wrong place to have this conversation (my mistake), I'd like to emphasize that my point is that you should seek therapy as it was suggested OP, but also to commiserate that offices are often horrible experiences.