The problem I'm having, dear reader, is that I don't understand why I seem to be the only happy person on the Internet.
My twitter feed collectively has depression. Hacker News is a crowd that seems to feel okay on the best of days, when it doesn't realize it has burnout.
I feel a little better than neutral when I'm at baseline. On most days, I don't need a reason to smile. I just like to smile because things are good.
I didn't sprinkle this post with happy smileys to illustrate my point (for your sake!) but I would have if I were writing to myself.
I wish I could help other people. The point of this is not "look at me my life is great". I just don't know what to do.
I feel a little better than neutral when I'm at baseline. On most days, I don't need a reason to smile. I just like to smile because things are good. I didn't sprinkle this post with happy smileys to illustrate my point (for your sake!) but I would have if I were writing to myself.
I wish I could help other people. The point of this is not "look at me my life is great". I just don't know what to do.