Hey hackers.
I'm feeling down because I'm lacking the basic ability to look ahead, to the point of maddening.
For example, today I was moving boxes to my car.
And just now I realized that I left something I need in one of the boxes.
I KNEW that I will need it. It just somehow didn't occur to me at the time.
This trivial example is basically what my whole life looks like. I keep plowing around,
back and forth whenever I decide to do ANYTHING. Just chaos.
I've tried thinking ahead, whenever I do, I can only think of a monkey smashing two cymbals together.
Everything I do, I do inefficiently because of it and things only makes sense in hindsight.
A software developer without foresight, what a dumb combination :(
Is there any hope for me? ANYTHING at all? Any mental exercises?
Or is it purely genetics?
I'm feeling down because I'm lacking the basic ability to look ahead, to the point of maddening.
For example, today I was moving boxes to my car. And just now I realized that I left something I need in one of the boxes. I KNEW that I will need it. It just somehow didn't occur to me at the time.
This trivial example is basically what my whole life looks like. I keep plowing around, back and forth whenever I decide to do ANYTHING. Just chaos.
I've tried thinking ahead, whenever I do, I can only think of a monkey smashing two cymbals together. Everything I do, I do inefficiently because of it and things only makes sense in hindsight.
A software developer without foresight, what a dumb combination :(
Is there any hope for me? ANYTHING at all? Any mental exercises? Or is it purely genetics?