Putin seems to be a great leader for many Russians. Assuming you are not Russian why do you take people liking Putin as a personal effront. Such is delusion. Even if you are a Russian isn't there far more to life than who your president is?
Get a grip. Your thinking is disordered. It is a sickness to be so pre-occupied to the point of suicidal despair with the status of a politician on an internet message board. What's more is in my experience having spent a lot of time on Reddit in 2018 and 2019 the vast majority of users in mainline subs were virulently anti Putin despite not even living in Russia. Seek help whoever you are. Suicide is not the answer to thought disorder (these are text book paranoid schizophrenia symptoms btw).
Get a grip. Your thinking is disordered. It is a sickness to be so pre-occupied to the point of suicidal despair with the status of a politician on an internet message board. What's more is in my experience having spent a lot of time on Reddit in 2018 and 2019 the vast majority of users in mainline subs were virulently anti Putin despite not even living in Russia. Seek help whoever you are. Suicide is not the answer to thought disorder (these are text book paranoid schizophrenia symptoms btw).