Yes, and that’s not it. Unfortunately my constellation of symptoms does not seem to match any single entity. I have basically resigned myself to thinking that I may have an unusual genetic immunological or neurological defect. Think (this list is not exclusive or constant, and I go through multi-month cycles of subsets of these symptoms - all of them new onset since getting sick):
- assorted chest and abdominal pain
- thoracic spine pain
- migraine
- panic attacks, and strong palpable sensations of anxiety
- sleep disturbances
- blurry vision
- one-sided facial numbness and pain
- tachycardia
- fatigue
- nausea
- difficulty concentrating
- muscle fasciculations
Some days I feel great, some days I’m virtually incapacitated. Hundreds of tests and years of specialists later we have found an assortment of minor things but nothing that really explains it. I’ve even entertained the idea that it’s all psychological but years of therapy have given me techniques to control the panic attacks, but not stop the physical sensations that kick them off.
Some days I feel great, some days I’m virtually incapacitated. Hundreds of tests and years of specialists later we have found an assortment of minor things but nothing that really explains it. I’ve even entertained the idea that it’s all psychological but years of therapy have given me techniques to control the panic attacks, but not stop the physical sensations that kick them off.