Wow, cant imagine being in your situation. I would say try to ease yourself into lowering your dose slowly. I am not sure if its even possible with your situation but with IBS I try to control everything else including stress, food and sleep. I take loperamide if those dont work and it allows me to reset myself into being normal for sometime, that way I can retry. I try to go as long as I can without one and see if I can push myself. But I dont get too far due to work stress anyway.
Honestly the whole thing about people abusing it and FDA clamping down works against normal people who are genuinely using it.
Honestly the whole thing about people abusing it and FDA clamping down works against normal people who are genuinely using it.