While I never used alcohol, some many number of years ago my drug cocktail used to not be so dissimilar from yours.
All I can say is that, for me personally, and many others, being able to eventually move off that chemical dependency has resulted in richer and healthier days. This isn't a judgement on what works for you, or a suggestion that you do some radical change. Just something to chew on in the back of your mind if the day ever comes where you get sick of it all.
All I can say is that, for me personally, and many others, being able to eventually move off that chemical dependency has resulted in richer and healthier days. This isn't a judgement on what works for you, or a suggestion that you do some radical change. Just something to chew on in the back of your mind if the day ever comes where you get sick of it all.