Hi,
I've been searching for a role for well over 2 years now. During my search, I was diagnosed with Bipolar 1 which allowed me to get professional help and narrowed what I need in a workplace to be healthy. I moved out of my previous state (reason was personal). I'm out of all money I've saved up from my previous jobs and survive off of contract work I sell locally (usually basic IT work).
I'm a quick learner, am very good at reading body language, contribute to open source, and attend meetings.
I dropped out of college and am almost through with an online program but am unable to pay tuition currently. I can do loans but am struggling with bills (especially health) so I'd rather establish stability first.
I feel extremely agitated at the majority of conversations in interviews (I prefer genuine connection) and refuse to do another damn coding assignment.
All I want is a role that will accommodate my mental disorder, provide growth, operate ethically, and pay market rate. Feedback (if any) is usually I don't go with the flow (I'm stubborn), lots of passion but lacks experience (I have a diverse background), or "skills/qualification doesn't match".
I'm not willing to compromise on what I need in a workplace as I don't want my disorder to impact my physical health as it has in the past with hostile environments.
Stories? Advice?
Looking for feedback that is helpful for advancing the status quo besides roll over and deal with it.
EDIT: I have 5-10 years of experience, go to conferences, and present when I can (public speaking <3).
I've been searching for a role for well over 2 years now. During my search, I was diagnosed with Bipolar 1 which allowed me to get professional help and narrowed what I need in a workplace to be healthy. I moved out of my previous state (reason was personal). I'm out of all money I've saved up from my previous jobs and survive off of contract work I sell locally (usually basic IT work).
I'm a quick learner, am very good at reading body language, contribute to open source, and attend meetings.
I dropped out of college and am almost through with an online program but am unable to pay tuition currently. I can do loans but am struggling with bills (especially health) so I'd rather establish stability first.
I feel extremely agitated at the majority of conversations in interviews (I prefer genuine connection) and refuse to do another damn coding assignment.
All I want is a role that will accommodate my mental disorder, provide growth, operate ethically, and pay market rate. Feedback (if any) is usually I don't go with the flow (I'm stubborn), lots of passion but lacks experience (I have a diverse background), or "skills/qualification doesn't match".
I'm not willing to compromise on what I need in a workplace as I don't want my disorder to impact my physical health as it has in the past with hostile environments.
Stories? Advice?
Looking for feedback that is helpful for advancing the status quo besides roll over and deal with it.
EDIT: I have 5-10 years of experience, go to conferences, and present when I can (public speaking <3).