> you can't deep throat a shotgun because you have a kid to support?
That last part really got to me. What country are you in? USA?
Regardless of whether or not you have a child to support your situation is serious and you should contact a mental healthcare professional, these sort of things do not typically go away because of pressure of having children to support, they get worse because of them.
I would caution against going with any HN advice over and beyond: find a professional.
That last part really got to me. What country are you in? USA?
Regardless of whether or not you have a child to support your situation is serious and you should contact a mental healthcare professional, these sort of things do not typically go away because of pressure of having children to support, they get worse because of them.
I would caution against going with any HN advice over and beyond: find a professional.
Best of luck.