This is a constant struggle of mine. I hate seeing myself as "the guy who plays video games on his free time", but I just can't think of anything else. This is usually during the weekends. I start playing an online game, and even before the game ends I just want it to end and unninstall because I feel bad about it. Repeat this for two or three times a day. It's a toxic mindset that I can't get rid of and it's killing me.
I used to be very into personal development, but ever since I got my first, real 9-5 job in the industry, I just feel mentally exausted to follow planners, journal or writing and I end up mindlessly playing video games...
I used to be very into personal development, but ever since I got my first, real 9-5 job in the industry, I just feel mentally exausted to follow planners, journal or writing and I end up mindlessly playing video games...